How it is to be...

Six weeks ago I was standing in a hospital bed and holding in my arms something soft, small with big eyes. Now it's the same. The only thing that is changed is the hospital, the bed and my spirit. I'm not going to share my experience of birth with you but I can tell that you never know what to expect when you're expecting.

Did you know that babies create addiction? I would stay all day holding the baby, kissing and feeding him and watch all the moves, all that funny faces...oh, such a bless.

But not every day is like this. Sometimes I am sooo tired and I would like just 5 minutes just for me. Sometimes it's overwhelming that a tinny little human is depending on you and no matter who is neer by him, he wants you, his mother.
But the mother is in the same time a wife, a housekeeper, a grandmother for 11 puppies, a gardner and God knows what else.

How it is to be all that stuff?? Hard.....but in the same time I realise that I am blessed to have all this, to have a husband, a house, a garden, a few dogs and so on.

Thanks God that he gave us tears so I can cry and eliberate some of the hormones (I don't know if is medicaly correct what I've said, but you know what I mean )

Until next time, (when my baby sleeps well)
yours humble and tired new mom Read more!